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CONNECTION
A Remembrance of Tony "T-Nice" Whalen:
Thanks for Everything and Smell You Later
by Wright Seneres
I met Tony in 1993 during our first month of college at Rider University. We met in a computer lab in the stone age of monochrome green monitors and Pine email. He had this long, floppy, wild hair and you couldn't miss him. He loved computers. He was one of those geek-types who could hot rod a gaming computer out of a transistor radio. He also loved helping people, and combined with his love of computers, it defined his career: first as an IT helpdesk manager and later in more fancy roles. But Tony was profoundly much more than a fancy title: helping people is what truly defined his life.

He was everyone's friend. He hand-coded his first website in HTML back in the late 1990s, before there was social media and before we knew what profile pictures were. This was his profile picture:
Headshot of Tony, text: Tony Whalen -Your Friend
Even then, he was ahead of his time, on a higher level than everyone else. Tony once said that he chose Rider over much bigger schools because he wanted to be something like a bigger fish in a smaller pond. There were no bigger fish than Tony at Rider. He seemed to be president of every club, like some kind of real-life Max Fischer before there was a Max Fischer. He was president of the Student Government Association, but Tony was never about power. Tony was always about service.

From him, I learned the importance of connections. He had hundreds, maybe thousands back then. (Nearly thirty years later, is it millions? I'm no mathematician, but it probably is.) He knew everybody at Rider, and everyone knew him. If you were there at the time, how could you not? Tony was everywhere. During that wild-haired, wild time of freshman year, he was president of Alpha Lambda Delta, the honor society for first-year students. I was active in the organization then too, but what I remember is being his sidekick, and it was the beginning of a lifetime of collaboration between the two of us.

He was always introducing people to each other. "Hey, do you know (so-and-so)?" Tony always made people feel welcome. He was emotionally intelligent twenty-plus years ago, way before that was even in the zeitgeist. Tony would always ask, "How do you feel about that?" – which became a running joke that I Photoshopped him into, as a rap star with a hit single entitled "How Do You Feel 'Bout That?" (I pimped out his Plymouth Reliant like I was the Xzibit of Photoshop.)

Tony genuinely cared what you felt and thought. He cared very much about people. He also knew that it was important to practice self-care, in order to then do the work of service. In college, he once told me that no matter how busy or stressful his day was, he always made at least 30 minutes for himself so he could watch a rerun of "The Simpsons" and keep his battery full. He was practicing self-care 25 years ago. Even then, he was ahead of his time.

That might be ironic, the notion of him and self-care. He was notorious for catching colds, getting sick, injuring himself, having this doctor's appointment or that specialist consult. But Tony had an intensity for life that he used to power through all of these maladies so that he could be the best, most productive person he could be for his family and friends. He was a striver. He wanted the best in life for himself and his people. Tony always had a book you should read, a process that could help you, someone you should meet. He was a dot connector. He would always have slogans to inspire you, or make you roll your eyes in jest. But I always remember the first time he told me, "It takes teamwork to make the dream work."

Tony lived that slogan. He brought all kinds of people along with him, no matter what he was doing. He was instrumental in bringing worthy men into the fold when we started a chapter of Sigma Phi Epsilon at Rider at the end of our junior year, when we probably could have put it in cruise control on the way to graduation and the real world. (Tony had no cruise control setting.) He hired countless people that he was connected to from Rider and SigEp once he reached (quite quickly) a level in his career when he could do that. He was a consummate servant leader. For long stints Tony was the president of the chapter's alumni board, and we collaborated on the alumni magazine that I have produced since 1997. Last summer he had the board over to his house for a barbecue and pool party as he led our quarterly meeting. He had the biggest heart.

Tony was fearless, irreverent, sometimes hilariously inappropriate. There were a few times in college when he would embarrass me in front of girls, but it was his way of bringing light and humor into a situation. (It wasn't like I was some genius at talking to girls anyway.) Tony could take it as well as he could dish it out. He was happy to take it because he was the life of the party. For example, he thought my rap album Photoshop was hilarious, and it was prominently displayed on his website for years. He was fun-loving and had one of those 1000-watt smiles. He was a "smell you later" instead of "goodbye" kind of goofball. Tony had a hearty laugh and it will reverberate in my ears and through my memories forever.

He was the drum beat of my musical life for the last 23 years. We first jammed in his college apartment near the end of senior year, him on his first drum kit and me on my first guitar. I was there with him at the drum shop when he bought his second and (sadly) last drum kit, a sweet five-piece Sonor with a burgundy finish. He set up that kit in the basement of his new condo and offered to anyone with a musical inclination to join us as we jammed there. Here is where I must mention that his wife Laura should expect canonization for sainthood, putting up with that racket of ours all these years. (Or at least get fast-tracked to be beatified.)

Eventually with two college friends Diego and Okem, we formed The Modes, and we played our first show for our friends and families in the backyard of that condo. It was my first gig of any kind, and we both had the time of our lives. Laura even got us a cake.
The Modes sheet cake
Let them eat cake
Over the years, Diego moved on to medical school and Okem set off for California. But Tony and I kept those jam sessions going, and we formed a new band The Meritocracy. We wrote more songs, and the day we spent in the recording studio making the Lessons Learned EP was one of the best days of our lives. Here is the quintessential Tony, recording background vocals with bass guitar sweetheart Travis:
Thanks to our SigEp brother Atul, we added a proper singer, Doug, which was the fruit of another connection that Tony made. The Tony-Wright-Travis-Doug lineup was our strongest, and the shows we played were more of the best times Tony and I ever had. As life continued to race down the river of time for the four of us, we all had less time for the band. But Tony and I still kept up the jam sessions, just spaced a little bit further apart than we would have liked. We had been working on some new music under a new band name a couple years ago too. Tony and I were sure it was just a matter of time when we could unpause the recorder and get back to it.

It was always exciting to look forward to the next jam session, because we had that unspoken, exhilarating, extra-sensory connection of having played so much music together. It didn't matter how long it was between the last note of the last time and the first note of the next time, because it was as if no time went by. It would only take us a few seconds for us to snap back into sync. A few seconds here, a snare hit there, an open chord there, a nod and a wry smile, and 23 years later, that feeling of connection still puts a charge into my soul. This connection is one of the things I'll miss the very most about Tony.

When Tony went to the hospital, the outpouring of support for the family was both stunning and yet not a surprise. A group of more than 20 of us sprang into action when he was admitted, trying to get Tony experimental drugs and equipment, and coordinating support for Laura and the kids any way we could despite the quarantine conditions. On GoFundMe, donors from around the world blitzed through the first goal in hours, and through a tripled goal in days, because that's the kind of respect Tony and his wonderful family had. When it was time for the world to reflect back the light that he beamed out, you practically had to shield your eyes.

Tony was taken by the coronavirus on March 25, 2020, at the age of 45. Not being able to properly say goodbye to someone that always had a kind word is a travesty. My heart breaks for Laura, Maji and Cai, but as Laura pointed out, he's okay. He's no longer in pain, he's having some whiskey and hearing from his father how proud he is of Tony and the impact he had on the rest of us. When she wrote that, I was galvanized. If he's okay, then I'm okay.

Someday, on the next level, Tony will sit at his drums, I'll plug my guitar in, I'll unpause the recorder, and we'll both nod and smile, because it will feel like no time went by.

Smell you later, Tony. Thanks for everything. I love you.

Wright
Meritocracy action photo by Laura Whalen
Tony being Tony
This is a tribute to
Tony James Whalen,
1974-2020.
I assembled this website to honor one of my best friends and brother in music, and to celebrate the good times we had goofing off playing rock and/or roll. -Wright Seneres
2016-2020
Tony Whalen, drums / Wright Seneres, guitar
Tony and Wright in the basement
First Demos
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Chaos of the Day Demos
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RIGHT WHALE on Facebook
Release date: April 28, 2020
Release date: May 5, 2020
2007-2016
Wright Seneres, guitar / Douglas Pike, keyboards and vocals / Tony Whalen, drums / Travis Doyle, bass
The Meritocracy in action
Lessons Learned EP
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MeYouWe EP
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THE MERITOCRACY on Facebook / on Twitter / on Instagram
1999-2002
Okem Ngumezi, bass / Diego Ortega, guitar and vocals / Tony Whalen, drums / Wright Seneres, guitar
The Modes in action
Red Spot Demos
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